Some people need to create a nightmare far worse than the one they came from before they will go back and heal their early wounds...

Some people need to create a nightmare far worse than the one they came from before they will go back and heal their early wounds. We see this in trauma survivors all the time. They pile hell upon hell, until they have only two choices, die, or heal the wounds they are fleeing. I used to find this confusing, but I no longer so. Sometimes the first hell was so bloody bad that i takes a far worse hell to uncover it. Bows to those who choose to heal their hells, after so many years on the run. Bows to those courageous beings who give reality a try before they have any evidence that it will serve them. If this isn't courage, I don't know what is. - Jeff Brown, Spiritual Graffiti